Staring Back at You
It been on my mind, since the clock struck 2010. Do I really want to be with u. Literally. I never expected this from me. I dont want to put 2 years down the drain. I dont want to lose you. But like u said, when u do something special, I dont feel a thing. Truth is I dont, and I dont know why. It pains me to see me doing this to u. I dont want to hurt you. I dont want… Yet i want…
All that has changed.
2009 was painful and the stepping moments into 2010 was worse. Every step I make is tender. I hate to make you mad, because I dont know what you’ll do to yourself.
“This moment” has gone? Really? I dont want to think that Yetsometimeseverymomentwithyouissoclearandperfect.
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Our future. You want this, and i want that. I dont want to discuss about it and you’ve set your mind to it. How?
